Shoud I go ahead or should I take another route?


I'm so lost. Everyone seems to know what they want but me... sigh~ I always think that weekends would be my 'break' which I can spend time with my friends. Sadly, no one knows that weekends is always my nightmare. My parents have been stressing me out lately. I have seriously no idea for what am I going to study. Nothing seems interesting to me. I have my own dream but it's hard man it's really hard. Sometimes I'm filled with sadness sometimes I'm filled with uncertainty. There's no shoulders for me when I want to cry out loud. It is more painful to cry in my heart. Thankfully, Lord is always, ALWAYS there to comfort me. HE knows what I want, what I need. Life is tough, regretting now is only slowing us down. We'll never learned if we don't stand up again after each failure. Decision has to be made. Let HIM takes my hands.

~ Sunday, April 5, 2009 0 comments