FAITH
Having without realising it, I have been here in Malacca for 2 months. I wouldn’t say 2 months is a big number but it’s 1/9 of the schedule I’m expected to graduate from here.
For all this while, I find myself being the same old me. Slack around delaying the revision, do last minute studying, haven’t had changed in my bad habit,…etc! Somehow, I must praise God for I had learnt to rely on HIM more and more each day. If it wasn’t HIM, I could have trembled and given up.
The life here isn’t as easy as it seems. Oh for most of times, I mean if you’re an optimist, it is! But something just keep bugging me. There comes a time when I’m really worried, worried for my future. FYI, I’m self-sponsored to be able to pursue my dream as a pilot here which means, I won’t be guaranteed a job upon my graduation. Well, the problem now is that there’s been too many unemployed pilots out there! All they are hoping is to get approved for the application to serve under the applied airline. Same happens to the pilots whom are sponsored by major airlines like AirAsia, Mas Airline,..etc. Questions like “Hey! what am I gonna do upon graduation? I’ll just be another typical pilot on the waiting list! Where am I gonna go? Part-time job? Study?” keep running across my mind. I could only hope for the demands to arise. Foremost, I must have faith in God that HE has planned my future and HE shall lead me. Guess I’ll stop here for today.
P/S: Weekends here simply suck :(
